Just a moment ago I clicked on a video from my YouTube channel and instantly I reacted by thinking I hate my voice. But then I realized that I didn't actually click on my own video. I clicked on somebody elses. But even so, before I realized the voice in the video wasn't my own, I felt a sense of immediate disgust when I heard "my" voice. That's strange, isn't it?
And then once I realized it was another person's video, I retracted from my disgust with myself for having that voice, and I was able to direct my disgust to someone else.
I'm not going to point out the video with the guy whose voice I didn't like, but I'm kind of fascinated that I took the disgust that I had with his voice and directed it to myself.
I guess I have some things I need to work on.